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I realised how paranoid and guarded and not trusting - walled-in - I had become. Not consciously so, but just this armour that I kind of have, protective armour. It's not for my friends or family, but for being.outside in the world, always on guard.
我意识到自己变得多么偏执、谨慎、不信任——被关在围墙里——自己。不是故意的，但是我有一副盔甲，一副防护盔甲。不是为了我的朋友或家人，而是为了存在。在外面的世界里，时刻保持警惕。