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I think it's still hard for me to turn down work if it's really good because for so many years I was so desperate to get a job and couldn't and so it's kind of an anathema for me to turn down work.
我想，如果工作真的很好，我还是很难拒绝它，因为这么多年来，我一直非常渴望得到一份工作，但却找不到，所以拒绝工作对我来说是一种诅咒。