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I had a longing for ritual, something I could cling to, a routine to make me feel well and contented. I hoped that reading Bible commentaries and theological critiques would nudge me closer to some kind of absolute that I could hold up as a torch to light my way.
我渴望一种仪式，一种我可以坚持的东西，一种让我感觉良好和满足的例行公事。我希望阅读圣经的注释和神学的评论能让我更接近某种绝对的东西，我可以拿起火炬照亮我的道路。