A COLLECTION OF GOOD WORDS
矛盾
Ambivalent
The more ambivalent you are and the more uncertain you are, then you can get something that you cannot anticipate.
你越矛盾，越不确定，那么你就会得到你无法预料的东西。
Throughout my life, I have grappled with my own identity, who I am. As a young child, I often felt ambivalent about myself, in fact, confused.
在我的一生中，我一直在与自己的身份作斗争，我是谁。作为一个小孩子，我经常对自己感到矛盾，事实上，困惑。