友好

It's terrifying. It's so scary, because you get used to being around the crew and being friendly with everyone and then suddenly, at a certain point, everything switches and you're the one standing behind the lights and nobody's going to help you. And that can be really difficult sometimes.

这是可怕的。这太可怕了，因为你习惯了和船员们在一起，和每个人都很友好，然后突然，在某个时刻，一切都变了，只有你一个人站在灯后，没有人会帮助你。有时候真的很难做到。