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受虐狂
Masochistic
When an actor plays a scene exactly the way a director orders, it isn't acting. It's following instructions. Anyone with the physical qualifications can do that.
当一个演员完全按照导演的指令来演一个场景时，那就不是在演戏。这是遵循指示。任何有身体条件的人都能做到。
But when I lose my temper, I find it difficult to forgive myself. I feel I've failed. I can be calm in a crisis, in the face of death or things that hurt badly. I don't get hysterical, which may be masochistic of me.
但是当我发脾气时，我发现很难原谅自己。我觉得我失败了。我可以在危机中保持冷静，面对死亡或伤害严重的事情。我不会歇斯底里，这可能是我的受虐狂。