My anger has meant pain to me but it has also meant survival, and before I give it up I'm going to be sure that there is something at least as powerful to replace it on the road to clarity.
我的愤怒对我来说意味着痛苦，但它也意味着生存，在我放弃它之前，我要确定，在通往清晰的道路上，至少有一样强大的东西可以取代它。