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I thought Cheever was magnificent and that if I could write like him that would be the best I could do. And then I realized that what I really wanted to write had nothing to do with what he was doing.

我认为契弗是伟大的，如果我能像他一样写作，那将是我能做的最好的。然后我意识到我真正想写的和他所做的没有任何关系。

— Harry Mathews 哈里·马修斯